I have been stuck...I admit it and oh so rare for me. I did just have another major surgery 3 weeks ago however time melts away quickly and mine for sure is quite limited. Maybe that is why I wasted some of it. I had to know that I could :). No more. I really can't.
Maybe I did not really waste it. I have been doing much thinking about so many critical plans and trying to make the right choices. There are many choices and no guarantee on any of them working.
I am not cancer free at the moment and the likelihood of that happening again is slim. I know not how to keep this stuff from growing anymore. Is it time to go crazy alternative, meditate, and pray...or is it time to declare war on my body with a liver ablation, radiation, chemo, or surgery. I see the doc next week to discuss.
I am having trouble finding me.....not in the way that you think...I am quite confident in who I am...I just can not figure out how to fit in my own life anymore...maybe because I do not like my life at the moment. After 13 years this whole cancer thing is getting old. I want to do something else!
I believe doing something crazy fun is in order. Before the next medical adventure! I have been receiving requests for a lot of info on advocacy. I will get back to it! Happy 4th.
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