Cancer Survivorship.... Making a Plan...Adapt, Change and Cope

I know many people that have cancer all over the place like me and we are concentrating on living and making a plan. Making a plan gives you a sense of control over the uncontrollable....and it makes me laugh as well. I have been in this position before and next month is my 13 year anniversary of doing this crap. I know I will die from this someday. Can I get another 13 years out of this? I do not know. I am trying. My thoughts are like a pendulum. They swing back and forth fighting the negatives and focusing on the positives. The battle rages in my heart, soul, and mind. The positive is winning today. It will win tomorrow as well. It is not medical that is the most difficult to plan. I know how to do that without thinking too much anymore. It is life in general that is difficult to plan when you want to do A and your body says ..."no...you are doing B!"...lol... and you do not like "B" at all. :) TO "B" or not to "B".... And then sometimes there is a compromise and "C" comes along and it is not as bad....so "C" it is. People have said...."At least you have a plan!" Silly...there never really is a real plan...there is only and the day ....waiting to see if A,B, or C is coming along and then you just do the best that you can...a plan....LOL...being able to adapt....change...and then cope...is the real plan!!!!! Speak up...speak out ...and get out of your head!